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07012022 - Consistency

How can one be consistent with one choice or path and not be distracted by outside influences?

Consistency. 

One of the toughest and hardest things I've had to learn (to date). 

As a person who is easily bored with one thing / person, I feel consistency is a burden, especially when I am between two or more choices. The principle of "want or need" is still my pillar in making decisions, in any case. But sometimes external temptations make that principle waver and that's what makes me inconsistent.

The funny thing is, if I find something I like/want and it's hard to achieve, I'll be a slave to it, won't turn away and always fight for it.


At the age of 26, I am still learning to be consistent without having to harm others with my decisions.

Is it difficult? Of course. Even though we have the same black hair, our thoughts are definitely different and I can't force other people to have the same thoughts.


I know it's hard but today I'm taking a pretty big step: breaking free from the bondage without any guilt.

Well, I don't know for how long I could be this kind of person which I knew that it's not good. We'll see :D


♥g

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