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Alone in The Crowd

  As can be seen from the photos in this article, right now I feel the same way: alone in a crowd. The layoff phenomenon that is currently happening in several start-up companies makes me think a lot. When many people experience layoffs from start-up companies, I instead decided to resign from my current job. Many people regretted my decision which was practically very sudden. I have only been working for 2 months, then I decided not to continue my work and submitted a resignation. There were many reasons that prompted me to take this bold decision. But this is not what I want to discuss in this article. How can I not disappoint the people around me, I decide to take up a job offer away from home, wander alone in a city of people without a family to accompany me. It's only been a while but I just gave up. But never mind, this has happened and I can't (and don't want to) change that decision. When I read articles or content about the current layoff, my heart feels sad. Those...

bewildered

On this very sunny day, a woman who is still not finished with her problem is again faced with a new problem. A problem that will likely have a domino effect down the line (but he doesn't care). Still in the process of finding and solving current problems, the woman experienced many obstacles and sought solutions by asking various sources. Not finding a solution to the question she asked, this woman decided to take a breath and then exhale while saying: "I don't care, whatever happens will happen." Having just resigned herself to the problem at hand, this woman was again given a task that was actually not difficult to complete, but there was a binding mechanism so that the easy task changed to a level that was difficult to do. Not finished one problem, then added another burden. In the end, none of the task clearance targets were completed today.   And finally this woman saw the time it was already 4 pm and it was time to take a break from work problems. The end

earthquake

21/11/22 Was busy focusing on completing my last task, when I suddenly felt a strong vibration on the floor. "Oh, someone is changing gallons of water dispenser from the 1st floor" I thought. The longer it gets, the tighter it feels. The glass door shook violently and the equipment on the table also visibly shook. Everyone looked panicked towards the exit of the room and down to get out of the office. When things started to get better, everyone went back into the building and continued their work. The end

And I Let It Go

 Have you ever dreamed so high that you thought it was impossible? Well, I have. Since in college life, I dreamed of being able to live a perfect life like everyone else: graduating from college, working in a good company in the capital, surrounded by fun friends, and of course a balanced life and work. In September I finally got the chance. Received in one of the organizations located in the capital. Cool isn't it? Go abroad with high expectations, high income and a lifestyle like a career woman. Not even a month into being an overseas child in the city of people, I have received a reprimand from God due to excessive pleasure. This made me think: am I going to die alone in this room? away from family? It was one of those times that traumatized me quite a bit. Sick of being unable to move for several days, alone, not daring to tell my family about my condition. Until finally I decided to admit my situation to paps and uda. Drama every day thinking about the condition of the body th...

07012022 - Consistency

How can one be consistent with one choice or path and not be distracted by outside influences? Consistency .  One of the toughest and hardest things I've had to learn (to date).  As a person who is easily bored with one thing / person, I feel consistency is a burden, especially when I am between two or more choices. The principle of "want or need" is still my pillar in making decisions, in any case. But sometimes external temptations make that principle waver and that's what makes me inconsistent. The funny thing is, if I find something I like/want and it's hard to achieve, I'll be a slave to it, won't turn away and always fight for it. At the age of 26, I am still learning to be consistent without having to harm others with my decisions. Is it difficult? Of course. Even though we have the same black hair, our thoughts are definitely different and I can't force other people to have the same thoughts. I know it's hard but today I'm taking a pret...