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December, 2020

It's finally December, the end of 2020!

Many things are happened in my life during 2020: being a freelancer in a new field, corona (all plans that are canceled because of it, spending time with family in isolation, living a new normal life), learning new skills (copywriting and digital marketing), meeting friends I haven't seen in a long time, getting new friends, falling in love and being heartbroken, rejection from various opportunities, trying to get closer to god and being grateful, etc. 

I've had a lot of lessons this year, especially life lessons. Not all of our wishes can be realized directly, or not even realized at all. Always enjoy the process, and don't forget to be grateful and keep thinking positively especially when the storm comes your way. The emotional turmoil that caused my blood, sweat and tears to come out made me realize that I'm just an ordinary human being who can't always be strong and tough when a lot of distractions are given to me (even though I've tried lol). 

This year, I've also got a lot of bad news at the same time. This has made my confidence fade and made me not want to interact with anyone, because I'm afraid I'll be disappointed again and again. Luckily I have family and friends who are very supportive. Which always gets me distracted from my problems, which is always there and comforts me. I'm so grateful to have them

I'm writing down hopes and wishes I want to achieve for next year in my personal notebook while writing this blog. Getting a job, books, holidays, saving, new shoes, and learning a new language is still a constant desire that never changes every year. Hopefully everything can be achieved without any difficult obstacles amiiiin.

Be thankful for what comes, what remains and what leaves you. You have no right to what others want. You just have to focus on yourself and not harm others.

❤g

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