BlogGin

Should've written this on my birthday, September 5th but never mind, more than a month doesn't reduce or increase my age, does it? 25 years may not be a big number for some people (who are older than me, ofc). But for an adult at my age, it's been a pretty diverse and twisty quarter of life so far. How come. Right when I was about 25 years old, I got a lot of things happening in me: earning enough income for me to be able to save and feel quite financially secure, being able to buy my own laptop, getting a job opportunity (although not my dream job), I lost my aunt suddenly which forced me to attend all funeral arrangement and saw my grandmother, mother and aunt cry bitterly for it, even the welcoming ceremony (aqeekah) for my birth also took place when I was 25 years old (I didn't expect it to take so long). There are too many things that make me feel more traumatized. Sometimes when I can't control my emotions, all these events make me feel angry and curse to God:...